Right.

I almost forgot. I was gone for a few months. Sorry. Not that there’s anyone other than me specifically waiting.

Parrots and jellyfish. They’re are not especially interesting. They’re not especially uninteresting either. I’m indifferent towards them. That’s the word for it. It’s a bit annoying getting roasted by a English book we’re using in this course, but there’s no helping it.

They talk about “red strings” and stuff. I lost those long time ago, and ever since I’ve been wandering lost within my own words. It’s not that bad to be honest. The words make up their own world, and exploring a world different from ours can be intriguing. Other’s words can feel like a suffocating cacophony. Can you just stop talking? I can’t differentiate between yours and someone else’s words when you keep talking at the same time anyway, so for me, it’s just the same whether or not you keep listening to your own voices. I won’t understand you anyway, so please spare my nerves and keep your empty words for yourselves.

Who knew that on top of a free warm meal there would be grilled sausages. Someone forgot about it. It was a good addition to otherwise vegetarian meal. Vegetarian, not vegan. Meatless anyway. After slipping away from the school’s sports afternoon I feel slightly regretful. Why? I’m a bit out of breath and have a mild headache. But still, it’s the last sports afternoon I’ll ever have in that school. I could have tried padel once more, for free, with other people. Except most people choose pair or group sports with their friends if they choose them at all. It’s probably better to not be standing there as an extra. I have to believe so. I have to.